Stacy Dutton said that on “Clean Sweep” this morning. How true!
After I quit my job this summer I did a lot of pondering, mostly about things that happened to me as a teenager. Some of the things were good, some weren’t. After thinking about those things and getting the best rest of my life (I slept most of December) I’m ready to move on.
I’ve learned from the mean things people said and the mean things I said; the stupid things they did and the stupid things I did. No one was perfect; no one was a saint in school. I lied, I cheated, I stole, I gossipped, I was lazy, I was overly dramatic, I was even a little slutty. But I was also kind, smart, funny, helpful and charitable.
I’m done thinking I don’t deserve things because of my size or because of the mistakes I made in my youth. Although I realize there will be people who believe I don’t deserve things because of that.
I’m going to learn from my past, but focus on my future.